it's supposed to be holiday anyway. so yeah, can't blame me for having holiday mood. well... but it's hard to keep up with studies in school when i'm having this mood. D: oh god, someone help me. i've been struggling these days in school trying to concentrate in whatever teacher teaches, but there's no improvements at all. D:

ohwellohwell. it's okay then, i'll just have to study harder during the holidays. (:

been a long while since i last saw my childhood friends. yeah, great to see them again. thanks to vincent's birthday party last sunday which helps to gather us together. (: had fun fun fun with them. :D

went out with calise last monday. well, not exactly went out. it's more of a 'journey to nowhere'. lols, wanna know where we went? we went to the playground near her house, then off towards whitesands & walked all the way to pasir ris park... only to stay there for just awhile & stroll back to her house. (z.z)

tough, i'd admit. it's a long long long wayyy back to her house. we even had to rest in elias mall. okay, it was me that needs to rest. lols, calise's stamina is much much better than mine. :DDD

but overall, i had a wonderful day with her. too bad cheryl & kimberly couldn't meet up with us to play mahjong though. awwww. D: lols.

school was slack for today. at least, for english it was really 'slacking' to most of my classmates(not me though D:). yeah, more than ten of my classmates when for 'their' dental appointment. LOLS! :DD they all skipped the whole english lecture. LMAO. :DDD

walked out of school to the bubble-tea shop along with sherina, florence, qianyun & ruishan to have our lunch. well, all of them had CCA at around 2pm but i don't. :P anyway, just went to the bubble-tea shop to have our lunch & played cards.

but we lost one deck of cards there when we were all away from our table. weird... hmmm. just what really happened then? we didn't know & wasn't able to figure it out. i mean, who'll wanna steal a deck of cards? so yeah, all of us just shrugged it off.

but still, weird... o.0

life's nothing, but a roller coaster.

random, random, random. but hey, it's true. life's just exactly like a roller coaster, there're always ups & downs. even emotions have their ups(happy) & downs(depressed) too. LOLS. weird, this statement suddenly appear in my mind. (:

by the way, i've been listening to this song 'love story' by taylor swift. well, the credit goes to jiarong for recommending this song in his blog. so yeah, thanks jiarong! :D i reallyyy recommend this song too everyone out there. cause this is really a sweettttt song! ;D

been slacking at home the whole day for yesterday & today. except for the fact that there's tuition today. had fun chatting with denise & enci in the bus stop. &teacher's as cute as ever. one day, i'll just pinch her cheeks. :P LOLS. sherina? still look garfield to me. :P but, i was quite lonely in tuition today. well, geraldine & minlin & jiayi didn't appear for tuition. so yeah, there's no one for me to chat with in tuition. D:

okayyy, i'm chatting with chowchow in MSN now. chat with him for like a few hours already. HAHAS. really had fun chatting with him in MSN. he's funny! :DDD yeah, i know what you guys are thinking. "chowchow again?" "aiyo, chowchow leh." "why everytime also got chowchow one?" i've heard of these sentences a few times & honestly, not at all bothered by it. (: so yeah, carry on. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN CARE! lols, pardon me. :DDD

anyway, last thurday was the last day of school(yeah, we didn't have school on friday). (: so, we had no lessons at all. instead, we had this workshop on character. LOLS. they gave us each a long quiz & we're supposed to answer all the questions in order to conclude what kind of character each of us have. &yeah, my results are quite accurate overall. :D but still, there's some difference between my results & my real character(which i knew well enough to spot the difference). HAHAHAS! yet, had lots of laughters attending that workshop. (:

went to bubble-tea shop to play cards again after the workshop. LOLS. lost quite a number of times. HAHAHAS, but it's okay. i've won quite a number of times too! ;D yeah, played bridge & tie-ti. :DDD had fun playing with my friends(can't say their name out) for like hours. ;DD

oh yeah, met yehching & her friend(shevons) on dunno-which-day. lols, it's nothing really. just thought that it's quite akward meeting them. HAHAHAS. well, for yehching? it's just that i seldom meet her in school. so yeah, kinda akward atmosphere when i met her in the bus interchange while both of us stare at each other not sure of what to say. as for her friend? honestly, nothing really. just plain weird. especially the fact that... nevermind. LOLS. ;D

erm mm. so yeah, bye here then! ;D

must there be destiny to have fate or fate to have destiny?

well, either one of it doesn't really matter. since i believe in only one thing, luck. yeah, thanks to luck did i managed to have my current results now. i'd admit, my results aren't those oh-so-fabulous ones but it's not bad either. so yeah, i'm pretty satisfied in all. (:

there's nothing much in school today, even though they claimed that normal lessons were all resumed. but hey, we had two free periods to play 'BINGO'. &to think that i only won once... oh well oh well.

played cards after school. (: we're not gambling, no money's involved throughout the whole hour. so yeah, had lots of fun playing cards with two groups of friends. (: even though... i lost quite a couple of times, lols.

anyway, our class had heritage tour yesterday. if i'm not wrong... this should be one of the first few times our whole class went out together. (: some of the places we visited were kinda boring(to me). but i really enjoyed the visit into the supreme court. although something negative happened to our class then. but overall, it was great to learn more about the supreme court. ;D

CAUTION: BEWARE!

FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.
i was seriously so fucked up with my elementary mathematics result yesterday. fuck, i had many careless mistakes & it caused me to lose twelve marks. WHATTHEFUCK?! twelve is not a small number, it pulled me down by two grades. so really, i'm FUCKED UP.

OOPS! i apologise sincerely for my vulgarities. but emotions got the better of me, so yeah. just try to understand, okay? (: afterall, i did put 'caution: beware!' so i'm not holding any responsibility in teaching any underage any wrong 'education'. :D

yeah, yeah, yeah. i've recently heard the song '咒语mirotic' & i totally got addicted to it. LOLS. no wonder 东方神起 is so famous. i've always thought that they are due to their wonderful handsome features. but hey, their musics are as wonderful. HAHAHAS. i'm not going to go crazy over them like calise or shiyong though. :P

jay chou's newest songs are pretty good too. recommending: 诱惑 & 魔杰座. GOGOGO! listen to them right now, really! okay, okay. i'm getting crazier each day. wonder which nerve of mine went wrong... HAHAHAS. :DD

school's pretty boring for these days. we had debriefs on our end-of-year examinations paper yesterday & today. so obviously, i got back some of my results. pretty average, yeah. erm mm, let's change the topic shall we? LMAO. :P

chitter chatter, chitter chatter, chitter chatter. kept chatting & joking & laughing with yinghui, rachel, jocelyn, an ping & zuohong during the debriefs. like zomg, who'll listen to the debriefs? 0.o really, really had fun chatting with them. HAHAHAS. :DDD

oh, rachael oh rachael. you'll be happy when i tell you something, lols. that's because you're the reason why it happens. LOLS. wanna know? ask me because sherina might kill me if i type it out here. :P :P :P.

ANYWAY, ZUXIANG WAS THE ONE WHO TOLD ME/US SO I'LL NOT HOLD ANY RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE CONSEQUENCES. :D

went to watch 保持通话(connected) with sherina, qianyun, florence & ruishan yesterday in TM. meixuan went with us there too, but she watched the movie before. so erm mm, she went to find present for her friend instead when we watch the movie. :D

&thumbs up to this movie! i really recommend it. so... hey guys, go catch it. especially those who agree with me that 古天乐(louis koo) is handsome. HAHAHAS. :DDD i'm not gonna say much in fear that i'll divulge the plot out & some of the scenes. so yeah, GOWATCH! ;DDD

totally madly crazed with this song currently. wonder why... but anyway, i'm really bored & feeling lousy after examinations end. it's kinda contradicting, yeah. because i'm supposed to feel happy & all. hmm...

by the way, i've been watching 'the drive of life' for the last three days. yayyy! i've finally finished watching all the episodes. yeah, sixty episodes in all. okay, fine. i admit, i only started from episode thirty-four for the last three days. so yeah, it's kinda easy to watch finish all... or maybe not.

ohohoh, raymond lam is really extremely handsome in the show. let's not forget the word, cute. :D most of the time, whenever i see him i'll immediately perk up after watching some boring scenes in the show. LOLS. :D

talking about the word, cute. i remember the conversation i had with chowchow in MSN yesterday. i said cute is equal to mickey mouse & he said mickey mouse is retarded. roarrrrrrr. oh please, mickey mouse's so cute! zzZ.

hmm, had to return to school yesterday when it's SUPPOSED to be a marking day. yeah, cause of photography lesson for like two hours? ... but i enjoy being in the bubble tea shop with my friends after the lesson. :D

&caramel cookie's really nice, but a little too sweet though. :D shall drink it again, but not too much. :D

wonder what should i do for tomorrow... let's see. erm mm, sleep the whole day? i'm lame, whatever. D:

let's open up the champagne & celebrate the end of eoy! :D yeah, today marks the end of eoy'08. oh, finally. (:

but todays' elementary mathematics paper was tough. well, at least, to me. D: so yeah, goodbye to my only A. sayonara... DD:

went over to kallang leisure park after the paper with florence, rachael, sherina & qianyun. well, before that we went to the huge KFC nearby to have our lunch. &yeah, i was scolded badly there. lmao. cause after we had our lunch & we were ready to walk towards kallang leisure park. i suddenly realised something. there's KFC in kallang leisure park too... i told them & ended up receiving scoldings. D: LOLS. but it was really funny looking over at their pissed faces. :D

what's worse? the sky roared with thunder & rain threatened to pour. so, sherina started threatening me that if it rains she will take off my clothes & cover them from the rain. HAHAHAS. lucky me, rain started only after we reached. phew. (:

we proceeded to the bowling centre & bowled twice. had fun teasing florence at the start of both games that she 'lose' to me but it was always till the end & she'll 'win' me. roarrr. i'll be back for revenge. LMAO. :DD

sherina & qianyun were professional bowlers. really, honestly. darn darn darn 'imbar'. striked & spared lots of times. :DD rachael? she didn't bowl. instead, she was listening to songs & playing handphone games. lols.

anyway, they always teased me whenever i score 'pretty good' points. yeah, they'll start ranting that i've taken secret training from chowchow(i refused to use his real name this time :P). especially when i striked at the first game(yeah, let me be a 'show-off' cause it'll be hard for me to get a second chance). HAHAHAS. can't blame them, i was shocked myself. :P

walked around & around & around, after bowling. ohohoh, i went to get my 'fortune' told... using a machine that read palm costing one dollar each time. lols, i tried twice. my right hand first, then my left hand. LOLS. the results were quite different & they all kept laughing hysterically at my told 'fortune'. D: HAHAHAS. but i'd admit, some points are quite true. (:

yawns, i'm tired here now. shall end it here then. (:

HOORAY! THERE'S NO SCHOOL TOMORROW. :D

seriously, i've no hopes for this end-of-year. ask me why? i've got no freaking idea too. just freaking tired of studying. oh god, i guess end-of-year is a total goner. but honestly, i don't give a damn care now.

erm mm. yeah, i'm attitude-ing now. in case you didn't notice. cause of today's physics paper. it was a 'what the hell' paper to me. just the multiple-choice questions & it killed almost half of my brain cells. great, maybe it killed over half of my brain cells. D:

additional mathematics was as bad. the paper was set by ryan chia. oh great, he did a wonderful job in setting up this paper. sarcasm... lols.

anyway, we're left with only one paper - elementary mathematics. my only hope to get an A. let's just hope that the teacher setting this paper will not do a 'wonderful job' like ryan chia. yeah, let's pray together shall we?

weird as it seems, but examination weekends are really boring for me. i know, i should be studying/mugging or whatever you call it. but yeah... instead i was slacking & slacking & slacking. yeah, weird. but i wonder how i'm gonna go through my holidays that are drawing near...

pretty madly crazed with 'walking contradiction'. lols, it was recommended by henian. ohohoh, it's been a long time since i used his real name. okay, whatever. lols, chowchow.

shall put to a stop here. obviously, not because i'm gonna study... it's just that, i realised i've got nothing important or special for me to post today. i wonder why i'm even here, typing now. lols. :D